gah, hello luv. I had a fight with esther. i quickly kept all my movie posters at a safe (high) place where she cannot reach. She's destructive when she's enraged. My mom's colleague gave me a tube of lipgloss. Not like i find any use of it, but it smells WONDERFUL. Absolutely delicious. Like those sorta smells that make you wanna eat a whole truckload of sweets.

Something really nice happened to me, Cheryl msned me just now. Makes me look pathetic to be blogging about her, like some kissup. But i am not. its like this, Brendan asked me to do P&W again. why oh why. it was nerveracking the first time round. But i hafta do things outta my comfort zone.Like cheryl. She thought she screwed up when she first shared. ( she didnt, in fact later she became a cellgroup leader and all ) Just like i thought i screwed up my first P&W. I was kinda looking forward to it, then i realised that we have to SING LOUDLY. I mean after all. you are the songleader. You lead people on the songs. Like a conductor minus the wavy stick and body movement. but thats not the point. The point is that, We have to step out to excel, and not hide in our comfort zone. So what if its nerveracking, least i do it again and not cower. maybe it wont be so bad the second time round. I mean no one actually gets the job PERFECT, brilliant the first time.


maybe i will try it again
I'll update on it, whether i screw up or not.



PS: Esther and I are not talking.