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today is saturday, which means i went to church! that's right.

today i led P&W. AGAIN.
i actually hate doing it.
cuz i have terrible stage fright.
Don't know what possessed me into thinking I would do well in Drama.
those who saw me at the class debate should know.
this means i'll have to sing infront of the cellgroup. SING. i can't even sing loud enough for Brendan to hear me. When we were practicing Brendan was doing fine. But not me. Carlos ( Oh carlos, thanks for helping me!! ) was there attempting to help me raise my volume. ( I am supposed to lead, not lipsynch) Brendan even stopped playing the guitar. I supposed it did help. I never asked Brendan whether he could hear me.

Anyways, Brendan said i did fine. Although i can point out that there was a mistake in the 'Mighty to save' Lyrics. And marvelous light, i totally screwed up, so Brendan had to lead.

but he said I did better. than last time of course. So yay for me!

Although it seems like a defeat, it was sucess. I finally know how to lead Brendan. Now i need to know how to lead the cellgroup in worship.

STRESS.

Oh! and of course. God did help me. I said brief prayers. And i poked Jolyn to pray for me. ( Which she did, I LOVE YOU JOLYN.) and i was desperately beggin God to give me courage and that everything will go efficiently. Which it did. and thats rather surprising. Once again, THANK YOU GOD. for helping me overcome this. I am slighty SLIGHTLY looking forward to the next time i do this. the later the better of course, but i certainly had a good experience.

Oh! and today worship at Night Live was awesome! Well. Maybe for me. Cuz i prayed for something different. And God answered my prayer.

Oh oh. And i love my cellmates!

so does yining. He told me that he was missing them as he took the bus to BB interchange. poor him. i told him to take 66 straight to bedok interchange, but he wouldn't listen. Oh well.

OH and for the last Oh, i have NEWS. My church this christmas has a RETRO themed costume thingy.


HEEHEEE. i am going to plan plan and plan for my outfit! :)